Remember You

No one needs to know
Always on your toe
Maybe because you know one day you'll have to go
When? Who knows

Ignored those who loved you
Only to please those who used you
Turned a blind eye on everything
You once said the most important thing in this world was breathing

Going out with "friends"
Meant that you had to spend
Using you was the trend
So you pretend
To lend
So you could blend
When it will ever end
Deep down you knew this was all a pretend
They say 'this is just for lend'
Surely you don't want to send
Away your true friends
So sit up straight and make this all go away
Do these even make sense?

Missing those who called your name
Missing those who liked you even when you were lame
Missing those who made you feel like you had a fame, well let's just say those who didn't blame
Those who cared for you even though you were ashamed
Maybe this is all a way to say you had aims
A way to show who you was and what you became
You played a role but ended up losing the game

You remembered everything
What you received was just a thing
A thing that allowed you to bring
Well obviously that's what they all wanted
They wanted you to give
So you did
Just to live?

A day came when you realised
What it was that you kept inside
So you cried
Enough to know the reason why
Nowhere to hide
Only to found a guide
A way to show you how to get rid of your pride
So you truly tried

Pleased with those who once loved you for you
Pleased with those who showed you the real you
Pleased with those who waited for you
Pleased with those who was always there for you

We don't have to change to make people like us
It's ok for you to miss the bus
No big deal so make no fuss
Have trust
Not just in those who love you but for yourself first, is a must
All you can do is remember
Remember how no one needed to know
Remember how you were always on your toes

Maybe you know now that what worked for you back when you were younger don't  seem to work for you now

So remember you

You And We

The cynics are the problem now
They say we should all bow down
The power is with those who allow
their forehead touching the ground

Bismillah
In the name of Allah we start and finish
you say go and it starts but never ends
Shedding tears - you hear not
Killing children - you fear not
Yet you say you care for the nation

You care more about how high your bombs fly
But could care less on who it goes upon
Yet you still don't know what your aiming at
Even though you spend most your time shooting

You murder innocent people
Yet still call it a mission
Of some sort of transmission
that you give to your boss
In order to maintain his trust
Wow you really are nuts

You say we are terrorists
So you put us in a black hole
As is your a mentalist
But thinks that this whole thing is a way
to get to your goal

Let me tell you something
whether you have the guns
the tactics
the skills
We got something you could never have thought off to use
Never seem to care for
Maybe heard of
But surely not believed init

We have our faith
We win everyday
You might not see it
But we always beat it
Allah is the one
The greatest
What more can you want
He is the giver and the taker

War is what you call it
Killing and Manipulating
But jihad is what we cry for
Fighting and Believing

Terrorists is what I call YOU
Peace is what I call WE

The Weapon Of The Hijab

This Hijab is an act of faith
A symbol for everyone to see
That I am a MUSLIM woman
This Hijab is my identity
It shows my truthfulness and integrity
It is act of piety
To preserve my dignity
Because of my Hijab they say am pity

They say i should take it off and be ashamed
But little did they know that this Hijab is my freedom
They say that Im oppressed
Obsessed
Just give it a rest
Don't you know all this is a test
This is and will always be the way i dress
So Im not stressed
Honestly your just making a mess
Who are you trying to impress
Cause this is not a contest
This is just my way of being a modest

Hijab is what a choose to wear
Why do you even care
I mean this not rare
It's all over world so keep it fair
Or maybe i could give you some to share
Cause surely i do have some spare
I could teach you how to wear
So be aware
Don't compare
And glare
because who knows tomorrow you might actually have a pair

Modesty is what we are
This might sound bizarre
But the Hijab itself is a star
And for some a start
A journey to be a part
Of somemthing so simple and smart
But yet we easily break apart
Modesty is not a form of art
But something in our hearts
Keep it halal and make it a good part
Of something new and remark
Be who are and not who they want you to be
Cause Hijab is surely something to be proud of

Modesty is not given or taken
But earned and made
Hijab is my secret weapon
And all i need to do is kill u all with that beautiful weapon.

Where is the smile

No
I'm not you
So I try to tell you
Yet you still have no clue
I give you the curfew
Forgive me if you think I'm glued
Onto you
But this is not something new
If only you knew
So that you could review
How screwed
And rude
And Untrue
But still I had to rescue you
Cause that's what I do

I remember when you cried
For help because you were inside
Wallaahi! Felt like a little piece of me just died
But yet you still lied
I mean WHY!
Did you felt like you didn't need to reply
I could have tried
But I guess it was for you to decide
I couldn't stop these tears falling from my eyes
Don't you get it I don't want us to say goodbyes
So please don't be with those who have to pay the prize
Who are unwise
But be with those who see the sunrise
Looking up at the skies
Who thinks about their life-size
Not the length-size
Just be the one on the right side
And know that I'm on your side
Let me be the one to provide
A piece of my love that you always seem to deny
But maybe your not precise
On the things you keep inside
If only I could read your mind
But I guess time keeps running by
Just like watching the birds fly-by
I will always be there until I die

School was always hard
I remember you being alone in the backyard
Getting letters from kids calling you a retard
I know it was hard
Oh how I wish I could have been your bodyguard
And after school!
You followed the rules
Looked cool
Even if you were called uncool
Back then you knew exactly what to do
But now you just don't rule
Yet I still have hopes for you
So don't be cruel
And say things that are awful
So be careful
And change the channel
Because to me your worth more than these diamond crystal
So be strong and faithful
Be grateful
Fearful
Hopeful
Truthful
And most importantly be thankful
To the one and only powerful
Allah
The greatest
The gracious
Knower of all the nations
The giver
The taker
Forgiver
The maker
Creater
Sustainer

O'Allah! Soften our hearts
With the wisdom of your words to never depart
And make this day a start
Of something clean and un-dark   
More peaceful and remark
To stop, think and mark
The things that seem to spark
By Allah I shall be more smart
Just to make you be an impart
Of everything and anything that I'm apart on top of my chart
Because your my son and my little
sweetheart
So please just this time
make me proud and make me smile
So we can live together
Forever
With laughter
In the hereafter....

My Boy Where Is The Smile!